I don’t even know how to properly start this post other than, it would seem that I am not allowed to get too comfortable at what I do.
Every time I feel like I’ve reached a level of confidence, a level of “I’m doing good”, something, out of nowhere, will come around and bring my confidence down again.
It’s as if, it’s never enough, not good enough. I want to believe that with experience things will get much better but seems like I’m not quite there yet.
I’m not allowed to feel comfortable yet.